Service and Equipment for God. You Ready To Go?

This was a prayer in a puritan prayer book that I have and it expresses my heart as I approach marriage in a few days and a life of serving the Lord in full-time ministry - if that be His will.

Here is the prayer:

Thou God of my end,
Thou hast given me a fixed disposition
to go forth and spend my life for thee;

If it be thy will let me proceed in it;
if not, then revoke my intentions.
All I want in life is such circumstances
As may best enable me to serve Thee in the world;
To this end I leave all my concerns in thy hand,
But let me not be discouraged,
For this hinders my spiritual fervency;

Enable me to undertake some task for thee,
For this refreshes and animates my soul,
So that I could endure all hardships and labours,
And willingly suffer for thy name.

But, O what a death it is to strive and labour,
To be always in a hurry and yet do nothing!
Alas, time flies and I am of little use.

O that I could be a flame of fire in thy service,
Always burning out in one continual blaze.
Fit me for singular usefulness in this world.
Fit me to exult in distresses of every kind
If they but promote the advancement of thy kingdom.

Fit me to quit all hopes of the world’s friendship,
And give me a deeper sense of my sinfulness.
Fit me to accept as just desert from thee
Any trial that may befall me.

Fit me to be totally resigned to the denial of pleasures I desire,
And to be content to spend my time with thee.
Fit me to pray with a sense of the joy of divine communion.
To find all times happy seasons to my soul,
To see my own nothingness,
And wonder that I am allowed to serve thee.
Fit me to enter the blessed world where no unclean thing is,
And to know thee with me always.

This is the prayer of my heart. Elizabeth and I both want to be exerted for the Lord and give all of ourselves for the Work of the Lord and for the Word of the Lord and for the advancement of the Kingdom.

May Jesus Christ receive all glory, honor and praise. He is our Savior. He is our Redeemer. He is our Delight. He is our Joy.